Wednesday, June 27, 2007
surprisingly surprising

It was around 5:15 in the morning when Francis woke me up. He does this everyday right before he catches a tricycle on his way to the bus station. Actually, he was 15 minutes early, but since we had a misunderstanding the night before, I didn't seem to care. As a result of that 15 minutes, he reached UST 30 mins. early (talk about excited!). Anyway, as usual, the whole day we texted, but my replies were pretty aloof and indifferent. This was due to the fact that we did argue about his drinking session with his buddies scheduled for today. This would've been okay if I wasn't sick; HOWEVER, than wasn't the case. It bothered me how he could just go on drinking while I was at home, sick and all snotty. I always put myself in his shoes. I'd think: If he was sick, I'd be with him no matter what. But then again, that was me. I'd drown myself in the lethal ocean of self-pity and just loathe myself to sleep. Pathetic, ain't I?

Anyway, since I got out at 11:30, I decided to skip our guidance test and head home to get some well needed rest. Despite my hesitant acceptance to his gimmick, I still expected something from him - a surprise maybe. I sheepishly waited for his replies while eating my unappealing lunch of hotdog and spam. His replies were a bit off, and it pissed me all the more when he said that they were already drinking. The nerve! That was the moment when I totally lost it, so I replied with singe-liners which usually irritated him as well. Just when I was about to sleep, I heard a knock on the door, and in came Anna.

"Anne, si Francis nasa baba."

I literally could not control my teeth from showing. I was finally smiling. :)

As I went down the stairs, I saw this tall barong-wearing person - he was finally wearing his uniform! All I was able to do was to hug him so tight, the only response I could get from him was his adorable dimpled smile - the only smile that could make me strong and weak at the same time.

Now, this was the medicine I was looking for days ago. :P

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I'm planning to make a list of ALL the people who have become part of my still-teenage life. :) I don't why it came to my mind, but I do know how. Before going to bed last night, names just kept on popping out of nowhere. Waaah, so hard to explain, basta I'll try to start on it asap. :D

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ANGEL, if you're reading this, she's a bitch. Oh yes, she truly encapsulates the pure and nasty side of the word. BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTCCCCCHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!